I dearly miss and love these two!

I was going through our old pics.. And oh boy! We have millions! It would cost me a fortune to have all those printed! I'll just choose the ones we look all pretty and made up, and maybe some fugly ones too so our grandkids can laugh at them someday. They'd know how we used to roll back in the days. Haha!

Mia, Rach, and I in Polo. 

In G4.. Bri took this pic! Wow, I just remembered Bri. I wonder how he is.

We say : "Let's grow old with each other." (..Until that time when we already need a face lift, plus a couple more of decades.)

 I MISS MY BARKADA!!

I interact with many people but there are a few that I write in my special list and keep for years. Everyone's automatically in some sort of list that I keep. It's just those that I feel that I click with are in the special one.  They are those I call my friends. With them, I am shieldless yet unafraid because I know I am with people I trust. If they see good things in me, they acknowledge, appreciate, and love me. If they see bad things in me, they tell truthfully and still love me. I really don't know what keeps us in this particular circle. Each differs from the other greatly. Maybe it's the hair? No, not the hair. The language? Could be. The craziness? Definitely, that's one. The smell? I hope not (j/k! haha). The schedule? Asa! The liquids we drink? Pwede! The dance moves? Impossible. For instance, Elise dances different from Cari. Cari dances different from Ara. Ara dances from MJ. MJ dances different from Karen. Well I've never seen Karen dance but that's what makes them different. The mood swings? Yes, this is another one. In some days, one is so upset, another one is freaking out, another one is bitching, another one is eating.... COMMOTIOONN! We sit down, stare quietly at each other for a few seconds, then on the floor, then back to each other's eyes, then someone somehow says something that makes the scene less heavy to take in. Not great words really, but when one is strong enough to feel a little lighter, everyone catches the drift. That's how my circle rolls.

I miss how silly they are. I miss how they suddenly turn sentimental. I miss their thinking faces. Particularly, I miss how we talked about anything we had in mind. We didn't have to think if it was a proper question or the right question at the moment to say. It's as if any word can go with the flow and you won't have to worry of being thought of differently.

They'll stay forever in my heart.. and there's just no replacing. I will have more friends in the future. But my barkada will always be special.

Elise, Erika, Jacky, Cari, ME, Glorie. The 4 girls above us are Sach (Mj's sis / sub for the pic  ), Karen, Rams, and Steff. Mj and Ara are missing in this pic! 

So in this pic I give you MJ. 

And here I give you Ara.

It's been a month since I left the Philippines for the nth time. And for the nth time, I cried my ass off because I left my awesome friends again. I miss CSA! I miss Fort! I miss Rockwell! I miss Maga! I miss Paranaque! I miss Alabang! I miss San Pedro, Laguna! Lots of memories in those places. =')

I miss my bitches. =( [Rams, Glorie, Steff, Cari, ME, Elise]

They make me feel loooooved and special. [Elise, Cari, Karen, ME]

I miss our out of the blue trips!

I lalalove these two! [Luis, ME, Karen]

CSA is love. =) I miss CSA!

[Mia, Rach, ME] : Cheers to shopping and our friendship!

And of course... I looove and miss my bestest friend/boyfriend the most! He's my angel, lover, bestfriend, personal entertainer, boyfriend, enemy, punching bag, googooly bear.. Pretty much anything I can think of. =)

the last time i had our favorite drink was when you just left. it tasted just ok.

i had it again today and for the first time... it sucked.

it's been too long. come home!